Monday, January 26, 2009

La lettera a te amore

I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you, and
Sacrifice myself for you if need be.
Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,
no matter what the length of time it’s
for and regardless of the distance.
Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worst of times,
to have faith in our strength as a couple,
and to never give up on us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life,
be there for you when you need or want me,
and never, ever want to leave you or live without you.
I love you this much.

...but I don`t know anymore, it is just too hard. You are right love, even though I don`t ask that much (...all I want is your heart...) I do deserve better. I deserve a man to whom I am the world, to whom I am number one priority in life. Whose heart would break if he would see a tear in my face, if not a tear from joy..

All I can think is that how dumb can I be by letting you make me feel like this? Why didn`t I listen to the people around me. Why did I listen to my heart and went for it...again? But you know love, at the end you will loose more, you loose me.

For now what ever happens, thank you for all the memories, I will cherish them in my heart for ever. And thank you for making me stronger in a way. At the moment my heart is so fragile, if you would just know. My mask has become pretty good during these years with you... You know that despite all my heart is still pure gold and we will only wait and see if you really are the man to own it for ever...

Ps. I will always love you! You are the love of my life. I just don`t know anymore... If you plan to continue like this could I at least get my heart back???

The top three pictures are taken by my friend Dorit Salutskij and the boy is her adorable Milo. Thank you for letting me use them. The poem and last picture are from the internet.


Katariina said...

Paljon lämpimiä halauksia ja ajatuksia sinulle sinne. Elämä ei ole aina helppoa..välillä se heittelee kunnolla. Muista, että kaikella on kuitenkin tarkoituksensa ja sateen jälkeen tulee aina aurinko ;)

I May Say said...

hey you, if it doesn't feel right, it probably isn't.

take care babes!

Leoona said...

Voi miten söpöjä pikkusia! <3